Okay. So… this isn’t a benzo but I am going to cross post it in a few places.
I just tried “phenibut” in my search for a more legal solution to my benzo problem.
I’m not allowed benzos because i’m a recovering addict. I get WAYYYY better sleep if I take a xanax or ambien or klon or imovane. I used to take GHB/GBL/1,4 on rare occasions and use alcohol + food to potential my seroquel (not a good solution. obviously.)
I get ambien online, I occasionaly can get xanax illicitly and I steal imovane from time to time from a source that I really dont want to use anymore. However, I cant’ take benzos because of drug tests any more after last week. I dont want to use them anymore as my use has gone from once a month to once a week.
I tried Phenibut and used too much and now I feel like garbage but I did sleep. I think (after the hangover goes away BARF.) if I used a much more moderate dose I might have better results .
Anyone used this? (google for it.)
so. I tried doing a more moderate dose of phenny.
It made my left hand TDK again really badly. Weird. Feels identical to being on ketamine (handwise) … twitchy and “gappy”
No other discernable effects.
Had a major family meltdown, my mom went mixed-state today and was freakin and I went agitated and the phen didn’t help at all. even though it was a large dose.
now i’m feeling a little bit more relaxed, nothing major though.
I did 3.9g at 2:00, its now 8:20pm.
I think its soon time to give up on this particular substance. I think its just not right for me, but we’ll see. I’ve never ben a good “gaba” person. I’m getting a ton of Xanax next week so after i’m done rehab i’ll have a backup supply.